“I really feel like I've just, this saved me in a sense”

To be honest, I was in a really bad way. I was feeling very suicidal and had been for a few years. Had a lot of pain in my body. My head was very clouded. I felt like everything was just hopeless. My nervous system was just constantly fight, flight, kind of, and I just didn't know what to do. I was really, really like, I don't know, like I really feel like I've just, this saved me in a sense, because I don't know if this hadn't happened, I'm not sure how long I would have kind of kept going the way I was feeling. So it really did, you know, I just couldn't believe how I walked in there, pretty much just a broken shell of a man, you know, trying to hide it and then kind of walked out the other side of it, feeling like almost a newborn baby again or a little kid who was just happy and laughing and loving it, full of joy, full of just absolute beauty.

claytonharrop
God bless you brother
It was an honour and a privilege to serve this man, and
play a small part in his journey.